My Life's Dirge |
LyricsOnce, like the flowing of time,was I free and bountiful Until chaos emerged from darkness holding me accountable That flow of time, sense of purpose, I had, Departed, weaved, entangled and warped in ways leaving me unguarded... Buried beneath the sand of time run out in my Hourglass prison The grains of time and threads of fate congealed while I was blind of vision Over a decade gone, a mound of dirt entwined with my matted hair I'm laid to rest. I lost to life's depression, it is my fault, I am ashamed that I failed at my best... I have lost everything, everyone and am already dead... No one and nothing want anything to do with me no matter how it's said Those ideologies and messages to never give up hope Clearly have never existed like me because I just cannot cope... Buried beneath the sand of time run out in my Hourglass prison The grains of time and threads of fate congealed while I was blind of vision Over a decade gone, a mound of dirt entwined with my matted hair I'm laid to rest. I lost to life's depression, it is my fault, I am ashamed that I failed at my best... Those who say I shouldn't be ashamed or blame myself for things not my fault. Their words are as empty as I am, the vessel for my inner truths relentless assault The truths no matter how I contest are fact when I check... The only people who encourage me to live, my life value lies in their pay cheque... If redemption was possible then how come I have landed here? If I'm not to blame and shouldn't give up, Then why do all I have is fear? I didn't get a chance to live, but chaos lacks emotion, That is all too clear. All the time I lost and results of my failings Are catching me. My death draws so very near... I lost... It is my fault... I am ashamed... I failed... |
| Short Song Description: Recently during a time of lingering depression I decided to spend a couple of minutes putting those on paper to words and from that made this |
| Lyric Credits: ANTOIN GIBSON |
| Music Credits: ANTOIN GIBSON |
| Producer Credits: ANTOIN GIBSON |
| Publisher Credits: ANTOIN GIBSON |
| Performance Credits: ANTOIN GIBSON |
| Song Length: 3:47 |
| Primary Genre: Pop-Dreampop |
| Secondary Genre: Classical-Contemporary |
| Lead Vocal: Female Vocal |
| Subject Matter 1: Sorrow |
| Subject Matter 2: Time |
| Mood 1: Moving |
| Mood 2: Depressing |
| Language: English |
| Era: 2000 and later |